Ami

Oreos... my jammy jam

tomatopie9@aol.com — Thu, 10 Jan 2002 20:55:26 GMT

Well its offical.. i love hats... wearing a white beanie right now I LOVE IT... eating Oreo's too.. Nummies... I have to memorize millions and millions of Ions for chem... Actually im exaggerating... not millions... :) Me and matt had a fight a couple days ago.. NOT FUN AT ALL... kinda changed things between him and me... but we're still good... Erin wasnt in school today, Kevin is in Colorado, Nicole is in Cancun... Everyone is GONE geez... Today was emily's 18th birthday. Ballet tonight i cant wait... dancing just helps me let go.. its great. Jaime said to me a couple days ago:

"i had my entire childhood to think of kinky things now is my time to expierence them"

I was cracking up... she would say something like that too... geez... time to get more oreos

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 02 Jan 2002 20:56:09 GMT

1 minute ago: made some soup
1 hour ago: got home from school
1 day ago: spent the day with Matthew
1 month ago: was worrying about matthews surgery
1 year ago: was mid-way through the horrors of sophmore year
Words to decribe the situation of now: full.. amused
Things I want: more soup
Songs listened to: Anything from Incubus... New found Glory.. or Good Charlotte
Things accomplished: changed into my PJs and made good soup
Windows open: Livejournal, AIM
Things around the computer: Soup bowl, Sprite Glass, Speakers, CD holder
Thoughts of now: man i gotta pee...
E-mails: one from heather from a long time ago, one from my cuz
Lyric: Are you In
People online: 17
People away: 5
People idle: 0
Random: school blows big... *fill in the blank*
[Spell your name backwards] anima
[Where do you live?] north hanover
[Describe yourself in three words] tired... amused... hungry
[Who is your worst enemy?] chocolate..
[If you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be?] a boy.. Boys would make great pets :) jp
[Have you ever used a spork?] Yes.. Yes i have
[Do you even know what a spork is?] Those Spoon/Forks.. they rock my world..
[What is the latest you've ever stayed up?] All night
[Ever been to Belgium?] Nope
[What's your favourite coin?] Quarter
[wallet] my zebra one
[brush] my small one
[toothbrush] green/blue
[jewelry worn daily] Class ring
[pillow cover] Pink Plaid, or Lepoard
[blanket] my lepoard one
[coffee cup] cute one heather gave me
[sunglasses] my pink faded ones with little rhinestones
[underwear] all my Gap Body undies
[shoes] Flip Flops.. no doubt
[nail polish] none thanks
[handbag] none... i use pockets but i have this CUTE puma one *thanks matthew*
[favourite top] too many to list.
[favourite pants] my comfy gap grey ones
[cologne] white musk
[in your CD player now] Incubus-Morning view
[tattoos] none...
[piercings] One in each ear
[current music] Good Charlotte--Little Things
[wearing] American Eagle Zip up, Comfy pants
[hair] Up and curly
[makeup] just stuff i had on for school
[in my mouthmy brain
[hearing] the guys playin Grand Theft Auto
[wishing] i felt BETTER *not so ICKY*
[after this] Homework...

Well hello again...

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 02 Jan 2002 02:03:02 GMT

Hello hello... It has been quite a while since i have written... lets see... what has happend?? well im still with Matthew.. 3 months now.. its been great.. we just had a great christmas break together.. we spent new years eve/day together-it was great.. Heather got her license so we've been crusin around in her sweet ford focus... Stephie called me New Years Eve *Smooches* i miss my stephers... Ballet is going great.. My hawaii dance tour has been moved to the summer of 2003 because of whats going on.. School blows *we go back tomorrow ICK* but hey gotta do it, might as well make the best of it... Erin might be hookin up with Donnie from Florence *HOT STUFF* he was Homecoming King for florence and he's such a babe.. GO ERIN.. My daddy is in California.. he comes home once a month.. i miss him when he's gone... I cant wait until Lacrosse starts, i absoutely love lacrosse.. Krystall and Evan got back together *FINALLY* they are the preppiest kids i know... and Danny and Lindsay broke up.. but things happen and we must move on.. Got a lot of cool stuff for christmas--PS2 rocks my world.. Tony Hawk 3.. thats all i gotta say.. i got a lot of cute stuff from matthew... Well thats basically my update now...

tomatopie9@aol.com — Fri, 09 Nov 2001 03:56:54 GMT

Well its been an interesting couple weeks i guess..... tomorrow im goin to the mall with the bitch *matt* haha just kiddin... ummm yea we're goin to the mall then we're goin to my aunts house cuz im goin to my lil cousin's hockey game tomorrow night. then im spending the weekend at my aunts house..... i like visiting them a lot.... maybe i'll see Tommy this weekend... that would be cool... yea... well im just chillin now yea thought i'd update..

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 17 Oct 2001 20:02:47 GMT

SUM 41 in 2 days!!!!!!!!

hmmmm

tomatopie9@aol.com — Mon, 15 Oct 2001 19:48:27 GMT

When was the last time you ...

Smiled?: Uhhhh Today when i was talkin to Jon... what a funny kid
Laughed?: Today when i was talkin to Krystall in Gym.... "THE SPECIAL THING... AND THE NOT SPECIAL THING" LOL
Cried?: when my daddy moved... i miss him
Bought something?: Doritos in lunch today WHAT A FREAKIN RIP OFF the bags are gettin smaller
Danced?: Saturday at my Hawaii Ballet Tour audition ~WHICH I MADE WHOop WHoop!!~.
Were sarcastic?: when i talked to matt hahaha.
Kissed someone?: last night when matthew went home from my house *MWAH*
Watched your favorite movie?: uhhhh i have TONZ so... i guess... well.... when matt was over a couple times ago...
Had a nightmare?: nooo clue

A Last time for everything ...

Last book you read: Icy Sparks ~Oprah's Book Club~
Last movie you saw: Joyride PAUL WALKER ROCKS MY WORLD
Last song you heard: Makes NO difference--SUM 41 ~*COnCeRt fRiDaY YeAh BaBy!*~
Last thing you had to drink: Uhhh Drink?? Well a glass of water a while ago, but I like to DRINK!!! Yea Erin!
Last time you showered: this mornin before school
Last thing you ate: EASY MAC *Yo that shit is my JAM*

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 10 Oct 2001 19:07:10 GMT

i got my class ring today YESSS its soooo cute! today was also picture day.. OH yippie... i think i blinked... well i ALWAYS think i blink but really i never do so who knows

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 09 Oct 2001 23:15:58 GMT

I hurt: From ballet
I love: the way i feel when i cuddle with Matthew
I hate: being COLD
I cry: Thinking about when daddy moved to California...
I hope: i make the ballet audition on saturday
I sadden: when my friends and i get hurt
I feel alone: hardly ever
I kill: brain cells by doing these dumb thingys
I talk: When I want to be heard... even sometimes when I don't want to
I listen: to music to help me think
I break: down when i get hurt
I see: Many people in need of someone to love them
I smell: Matthew....
I taste: Good Ole H2O
I work: Im gettin a job THANK GOD
I remember: Good times at the Shore
I hold: Onto Matthew Steven Zacharkow
I hide: during Hide and Seek
I believe in: myself
I drive: *SOON* 97 Red Honda Accord
I read: Icy SParks
I burn: Candles in the basement...
I breathe: Air
I play: Lacrosse
I miss: Tommy's company
I touch: Matthew's smooth arm
I learn: new things all the time
I feel: Cold.... and excited... for what? i dont know
I know: i'll make the audition..
I said: NO hahao
I Dream: Of Genie<--GREAT SHOW
I have: pain in my shin from Ballet
I want: To to cuddle with my matthew
I fall: Down
I wait: For Saturday, the Audition
I need: a Kiss from Matthew
I live: in a house...
I die: when its time for me to die
I find: a quarter on the ground.. IM RICH!!
I wish: Matt was sitting next to me
I search: for my kitty... Here kitty kitty...
I fear: He is lost... :O(
I regret: Not speaking my mind all the time
I crave: Matthew's kisses
I wonder: What he's thinking.... if its about me.... when i'll see him next....

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 09 Oct 2001 20:06:37 GMT

today was interesting... not fun... but interesting... im hangin with josh tomorrow... what a cool kid... yea... matt is prolly comin over tomorrow night

My my my...

tomatopie9@aol.com — Mon, 08 Oct 2001 20:26:53 GMT

Well well... Havent been here in a while... So... umm... lemme think... Well i must say first... Matthew Steven Zacharkow is BY FAR the cutest guy i've ever met... Man oh man... i spend more time with him then spend with my best friend ~But she spends a lot of time with her boyfriend so its all good~ Well.. uhh... Im goin to his HC soon which should be great... but We're not going to Northern's Homecoming, INSTEAD we're all going down to seaside to play games on the boardwalk and have fun and what not... then probably back to colin's house... YEA BABY! Im goin to see SUM 41 on the 19th... SCHWING helllll yea im excited..... I went to see the Battle of the Bands in Philly yesterday, which SUCKED ass.... oh well Adam's band was good, and i met matt's sis and a buncha his friends *his friend Don is so funny* And erin and Bryan were supposed to hook up but arent anymore cuz he's really goddamn annoying and immature but HEY what are ya gonna do... Right? i dont really talk to Thomas anymore...Oh well... Me and Matthew spent a lot of time together this weekend.... Friday night we went out to a movie *JOYRIDE* which was pretty good ~Paul Walker is BANGIN* Then he came over and stayed at my house for like an hour *Cuddling* Then saturday i had Ballet, and then Erin came over and brought some movies, she stayed over until sunday and then Me, Matt, Erin and Bryan went to the Battle of the Bands.... then we all went to the mall to get some grub... then erin came back to my house to chill and she stayed the night.... and then.... today me and matt went to the mall and just chilled... i got a cute shirt... da da da.... he's prolly gonna come over tomorrow night or somethin... who knows.... Oh boy... I have to babysit for my cousins this weekend... YESS i'll finally have $$$$$ Cuz i hate moochin off my parents all the time... Im gettin a job... yea.... hmm... I left my chocolates in Matt's car... GRR they are so good! well im bored now.... bye

tomatopie9@aol.com — Fri, 05 Oct 2001 21:43:05 GMT

wow... its been a long time since i've written.... wooooww.... Well lets see whats new...??? OOOOH Matt is my boy now... YESSS what a cutie pie... oh geez... Im goin to see SUM 41 soon.. they rock... uhhhh eric is such a prick face... *eric M* i could kick him... actually i was considering it.. hahaha. School blows. Ballet is fantastic... i love going... it feels so great to dance again. Im going to Matt's homecoming, but i dont know if i wanna go to mine.. heather and jaime are taking their boyfriends down to Seaside... they invited me to go but i dunno if matt would be chill with that, or maybe he just wants to go to my homecoming... damnnn... hmmmm MY DADDY MOVED i was soooo freakin sad i cried like a baby... i still am sad... :O( well im going now...

tomatopie9@aol.com — Fri, 28 Sep 2001 02:33:26 GMT

Well well well..... Matt is great. Yea he is.... Such a sweetie... and HAHA for some odd reason he calls me Jesus.... i think there was some kinda story behind it, but i dont remember hahaha..... What a wierdo.. but thats EXACTLY why i like him, cuz he's a cute wierdo... yea we have plans tomorrow night... He came over on Tuesday night, and he FINALLY kissed me... WHEW man it took ya long enough.. HAHA no im just playin.. *sigh* cant wait til tomorrow night... It was a sad day today, daddy left for California... Ami was veryyyyyyy sad i cried sooo much today... but i ended off the day with a great Ballet rehersal and then i talked to Matt.... AHHH he's so freakin cute i cant stand it... hehehe....

Joy

tomatopie9@aol.com — Sun, 23 Sep 2001 02:30:55 GMT

Oh Joy... well this has been an interesting time..... Matt Bryan and Erin came over after the game on friday, that was fun... haha erin kicked matt's ass... that was quite funny.... well now sara matos thinks im a royal bitch because matt decided to go with me to homecoming... I wasnt even planning on asking him really cuz i knew he was goin with her... So then he told me he talked to her about it and he said that She was gonna ask someone else anyway, and so then when he told me that i asked him... WEll as it turns out Sara was really upset about it or something, and i feel reallllly bad.... I mean i dont wanna be a bitch and like ruin peoples dates and stuff..... i just feel so bad..... arrrrgggggggg why is life so damn difficult.... ggggrrrrr... sara if you read this im sorry

tomatopie9@aol.com — Thu, 20 Sep 2001 11:16:54 GMT

AHHHHH im finally 16!!!!!!! Im so excited i cant stand it. YESSSSS Alright! I feel so CHIPPER!

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 19 Sep 2001 20:43:47 GMT

OOOOOH MAN i had an okay day today.... Not bad at all.... Last night Matt asked me to his homecoming. I said yes.. that should be fun. He's comin to the game friday night YESS hmmmm Tom is goin to my mom's surprise party on sunday, that should be cool... TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Im so excited.... Yessssssssssssssssssssssss

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 18 Sep 2001 22:46:59 GMT

::yawn:: im so freakin tired i cant stand it, i finished typing my history paper, and then i went to go sit on the couch for like 2 minutes... then next thing i know an hour and a half had passed... i fell ASLEEP wow i was soooo tired.... still am.... i gotta stay awake i have a lot of studying to do. Geeeeez

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 18 Sep 2001 19:17:12 GMT

1 more day til my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! oh im excited... can ya tell?? The only thing is that why should i be able to celebrate my birthday, and be so happy when theres so many grieving... and so many people who dont get to have another birthday.... just somethin i think about

tomatopie9@aol.com — Mon, 17 Sep 2001 21:35:16 GMT

3 days *including today* until my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomatopie9@aol.com — Mon, 17 Sep 2001 03:43:18 GMT

well this has been an interesting weekend.... i Finally met Matt~Very cool guy~ talked to Tommy on friday night he said he would call saturday during the day... did he??? Nope. im just about SICK of this bullshit..... i invited him to my mom's surprise birthday party cuz he's really close with like all my cousins and they're gonna be there, and if he says he cant go i'll be SEVERELY dissappointed.... lets just see if he remembers Thursday. my BIRTHDAY! im so excited... YESSSSSSSSSSSSS finally gonna be 16.... now for like 1 day i'll feel as old as everyone else, and then the next day Suzy turns 17 and im like SHIT im still the baby.... but its not bad bein the baby... :o) I might go see Matt's soccer game tomorrow afternoon if someone wants to go with me..... i doubt anyone will wanna go though... well i'll see him Friday night... ONE DAY after my birthday... Geez oh man.... im excited... only 3 more days... YESSSS

tomatopie9@aol.com — Sun, 16 Sep 2001 03:29:10 GMT

I went to the game tonight... had a blast.... i met Matt and his friend Reece there... what a fox... BOTH! i wasnt expecting good lookin fella's like that..... daaaammmnnn every girl was lookin Reece up and down... he scored this one chicks number... Kourtney Gibbs... He was so shy and so nervous to talk to her... so alicia got her number and gave it to him. Then after the game Them two Erin Me and Alicia went searchin for grubbage..... so we went to Mickey D's CLOSED Wendys CLOSED so then we were like "aiight we'll chill at Alicia's house" but she called her dad and he said no... so then we all just went to the Diner for food.... had a good ole time there.... aiight that was my night.

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 12 Sep 2001 23:39:55 GMT

i cant believe this.... monday i got a bug bite *didnt know what bit me* and then tuesday it swelled... and then Today it totally freaked out.... my bro zach took me to the ER and i got checked out... i have a spider bite... severely infected... i had to get 2 shots...... i passed out after the 1st one *which i had to get on my ass cheek~totally embarassing* i got it wrapped but now im on antibiotics and im outta sqchool for 2 days or some shit... tomorrow i have to see a hand specialist at 2.... arrrg

Oh man...

tomatopie9@aol.com — Wed, 05 Sep 2001 20:47:43 GMT

oh Me Oh My... Today was Orientation and i was a guide... it wasnt as bad as i had thought it was going to be.... I got my classes.... Heather is in my first period history and my lunch... eric is in my lunch and chem class... im really happy that both eric and heather are in my lunch... all i need is alex ashley emily erin and danny and i'll be all set... This year should be good... I didnt get robinson THANK GOD! i got Kearney though... i heard she SUCKS at teaching english. BLAH oh well i'll live.... hmmm i wonder who else is gonna be in my classes..... another interview tonight.... im excited....

SIGH

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 04 Sep 2001 03:03:29 GMT

Lets just say today was bitchin... i had so much fun its ridiculous... I went down to Ocean City with my friend Erin... well lets just say we had a blast. Theres this thing, its like a giant sling shot thingy where two people sit in a little ball and they get shot up into the air and they bouce around and spin and flip and stuff... well we did it... IT WAS FUCKIN AWESOME!! Just about the most fun i've had like almost all summer. so we just chilled on the beach, walked around on the boardwalk... just basically relaxed and had a buncha fun today... God it was such a nice day... too bad this is like my last day of freedom before school starts.. Arrrrg.... tomorrow i have practice, it shouldnt be that bad at all.... *sigh* When is tommy getting home?? thats what i wanna know... i didnt know if it was Sunday or Wednesday but now im thinkin he's gettin back Wednesday... who knows.... I think im hangin out with this Matt kid on sunday.. that should be cool... i was gonna call Nate tonight but i was too tired to talk on the phone when i got home from the shore... ill call him tomorrow sometime or ill talk to him online prolly.. we should be hangin out soon as well *hopefully* ::sigh:: im tired from the beach... and im not ready for school but its a sad fact that i must go... i must go to school... Arrrrggg... oh well i'll live with it... only 2 days this week then WEEKEND! Yes! that is so nice....... weekend....... Okay well im tired... off to bed...
Goodnight

OKAY

tomatopie9@aol.com — Tue, 04 Sep 2001 02:53:56 GMT

Okay--To straighten out any CONFUSION i might have caused about the whole freshman girl thing, I certainly do not mean all freshman girls. Im just sayin a WHOLE LOT of them come in tryin to impress upperclassmen, which is totally normal, but they tend to do it by actin like sluts. There are some TOTALLY cool freshmen girls... one of my dear friends Sara was a freshman last year and she is Totally not a slut... So dont get me wrong, some can be cool. it just seems like the new trend is to dress slutty... so SORRY whoever i offended. thats my opinion

This is ridiculous

tomatopie9@aol.com — Mon, 03 Sep 2001 01:47:03 GMT

This is absoutely ridiculous..... My mom thinks she can keep me cooped up in this house for the rest of my life> HHAHAHA no i dont think so. my aunt uncle and cousins came over today, that was okay.. MOlly was so cute, she's just about the cutest kid in the whole world. So when they left i went running for an hour.... then on my way back i stopped at lisa's house to see whats up with her... Brooke was there... she told me to stop by later they were gonna be chillin in the hottub and shit.... i was game. it was like 8:30 by the time i got home and showered and stuff... then Nate calls... i was gonna ask him to do something but i know there was no way in hell i was gettin a ride out to his house, and he cant drive right now so he prolly couldnt get a ride here... since i live in the fucking middle of nowhere.... so i figured him and i can hang out some other time... maybe next weekend or somethin.. i have a ballet class saturday morning but saturday night im not doin anythin... that would be cool... anyway back to my parents.. So nate and i were talkin and then he went out to get ice cream and i was gonna go to lisa's but my mom decided it wasnt good if i went because i'm going to the shore tomorrow and its not safe for me to be walkin home late at night. EXCUSE ME??? thats fucking bullshit if ya ask me. The real reason she doesnt want me goin is because she doesnt like nor does she trust lisa. She cannot hold me prisinor in this house forever SORRY TO BURST YOUR BUBBLE MOM this is ridiculous